Tuesday, March 30, 2010

Here we are again...

I need a miracle. God saw fit to answer my prayers and gave me another baby. But now it looks as if I am miscarrying already. Tomorrow I would be 5 weeks along. That probably comes as a surprise to many of you since I haven't had much time to tell people yet.

I'm crushed and trying to discern a purpose in this. All I can do is offer up my suffering. God has a plan, even if I don't understand it.

I'm not sure what the next step is. I know it's possible to have some early bleeding and not miscarry. So I'm not sure if I should go to a doctor and have my hormone levels checked or just what. I'm waiting to hear back from my midwife to see what she suggests.

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